Spelling word : Discrimination
MrTan , loves to make people feel bad man .
We were throwing discus , and , we were standing in a row ,
Gracia , Nicole , En May , Me , Kimberly , Lucinda , so on & so forth .
He would be like ,
Okay , "Gracia throw first" , after she throws ,
"Nicole !" after she throws ,
"En May !" after en may throws ,
"Next !" after i throw ,
"Kimberly !"
& on & on .
the whole time , he wouldnt say my name .
Not even once , like , Everyone else he would .
When it came to me , Next !
I know i didnt do well for competition , but ?
Is this suppose to help ? just ignoring me ?
You cant just put all the stress on me right ?
I know i didnt try my best , i have an injury , & though it may not be the best reason ,
But its not as if , i completely dont train at all .
To make it worse , ms chan said straight in my face ,
that i was useless , and that i suck . as in seriously
" you suck " . & she really means it .
It made me feel really really bad .
Like , i know i let you guys down ,
but it didnt mean you had to treat me this way .
It made me feel even more pressurised ,
and you just keep pilling all the pressure up .
One day , im just gonna explode , & Im sorry i've let you down ,
But it really hurts , to hear them say that .
You might as well just kill me ,
& some people just love to rub it in .
Hate this .
You'll never understand ,
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