Lifes just unfair ..
my mother decides to buy a 80 kig ipod for my older cousin ; cas she simply adores him , and wants to buy me another one . cas mines well, kinda spoiled. so she said , what , she wanna use mine sometime , and bring it when she goes on holidays and put her stuff in it . i mean , its not that i hate my mother ( well sometimes i do ) but i just hate it when someone elses stuff is in my stuff .
so im kinda not happy bout it , so she starts blabbing about how much shes given me , and that shes afraid when she grows old, she will have no one to care about her . PLEASE, its not that i dont care . but this kind of thing . i just dont like it. like would you want your mother to share a phone wth you ? NO right ... then she was like .. " i have given you everything you wanted , you never buy me anything ?' then i look up and i see a freaking like display thing i bought for her for christmas a few years back . AND ITS IN MY ROOM ! please, i buy her things .. she just doesnt give a damn ..
there so many thngs i bought her . and she never cared about it . i bought her a necklace for mothers day .. and she wore it ONCE . when i gave it to her and she never wore it ever .. nOT ONCE.. then she starts saying . " when you were young . i could have gotten a divorce with your father , but then i dint want you to think you din have a father . i din want you to feel like you dont have family ?! i wasted my youth . i could have been happy " yeah its sad wahtever. I DIN ASK HER TO GIVE UP HER YOUTH ? I DIN ASK HER TO STAY WITH MY FATHER . I DIN ASK HER TO DO ANYTHING .. she blames it all on me .. come on . I DINT ASK TO BE BORN EITHER .. she made those choices .. yeah .it was good for me. BUT I DIN ASK FOR IT . she din have to blame me for HER CHOICES ! sometimes my mother can be so selfish . so what .. i dont get my ipod., MY COUSIN GETS IT .. UGHH !! .. HOW can my mother blame me for something like that ?
I WASTED HER YOUTH !! gotta be kidding me man !! seriously i cant take this life . with her giving me all this crap .. i really cant . sometimes
and whats she doing now ? talking to her boyfriend ..
. i wish i could end it all .
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